I don't know what to write..... I mean am writing this post at 1 am without any reason.. but i gotta write... i dunno why, what, how... am clueless.. but still i wanna write!!!!

Its been over a month now that I have joined bk at XL and well i can safely am so far enjoyin my electives.... Its true that ur wrk bcums so much lighter & fun when you love what you are doing.

Some how there is an altogether a different feeling in second year.... I am a senior now... and 7 months down the line my course would end.... I would be thrown into the real world. Its scary you kno esp when u r a fresher (as in my case). All the talks which one has heard "Corporate Bas***** n Bi***" somehow appears to be so true that you can paint a vivid picture of what they would do and how you would react!!!! Its kiddish... or is it??? I mean I met very gud ppl during my internship and not much politics was visible... but then again i ve heard office politics is felt n not seen... something like air... its around u, all pervasive, and still invisible.

There has been lots of changes in my batchmates now.... Lots of them have bloated their ego... there is a sense of "I know better" attitude. And it surprises me!!!! Why does a person forget his truth!!!!! Some people feel that they are competing against the entire world... but i feel u shud compete against urself... U ve to better urself with every attempt of urs... and instead of trying pulling others down y dont u pull urself up!!!!

A lot of work-ex ppl mite not agree with me... as they have a common perception that the "kid" doesn't know anything.... its possible... so when i wd learn i wd update my blog with latest learnings....

One last thing I have seen in second yr after observing what goes on around me... There r no permamnent friends or foes here... u r wid some1 who at dat moment would satisfy ur needs better than what others can do... people say its professional attitude.. i ask them wat abt friendship, feelings and human touch...prompt cums the reply - u dont make gud frnds as u grow, its all need based!!!!!

I don't think so..... perhaps you can help me yaar.........